Sunday woot. Woke up around 9 am at Bryon's house and then i left around 9 30 because I need to do my homework and stuff, then go to driving school at 3:30. So now I'm bored waiting for either someone to come online or just kill time until 3 so I can finally finish the last driving lesson in class and just five more in car and I'm done and I can get my G2. It's so nice outside I would go out but I’m too lazy and homework is annoying and long... Anyways as you've probably noticed the shorter blog entries over the weekend… Well that's because I wrote them the day after that day because I was out late that night so I didn't have time. So I guess I have to make these next ones longer just to compensate for the lack of long text in the other two. Well let's see here driving school is going to be boring but at the same time better... No one who went to the other 5 lessons with me is going to be there so it's just a bunch of new people I think. I don't even know how many people are going to be there but I do know that this lesson is important cause my first in car he was asking me all this stuff that I didn't know because I missed the first lesson. The important thing is that I get my G2 soon so I can just drive around randomly and not have to ask my parents for anything but the car. Then again where would I even go, if I do get my G2 soon it's going to make me so lazy because I'll end up driving everywhere instead of now where I’m forced to walk or bike. But now I can go to farther places like Promenade mall or some other place I might have the urge to drive to. I think I'm going to go play hockey, no wait never mind there's a car and I'm too lazy to go ask my mom to move it let alone get my stuff out and then actually play hockey. I hate it when your bored but your too lazy to do anything like right now there's at least 50 things I could do but I'm too lazy so I’m going to be bored for a while...

Today is Saturday and I actually get to sleep in well I did sleep in but you get the idea. Jason was supposed to come over but he wouldn't know until 1:30 if he could come or not and since I’m leaving around 3 there wasn't much point in waiting just in case he couldn't come, so I left for Bryon’s house early and we sat around playing video games until Steve called and said come to the mall and so Justin just went to take a shower so we had to wait until after he was done then we left for the mall. We get to the mall just as Steve is going to work and she called us so we could go there earlier to keep her company. Good thing Tobi was working too and that Darby and Chelsea were there too so she wasn't alone. Feel better Steve, and give me back my ring... It's been like 3 days since you said you'd give it back... So after the mall we went to see Pegah at her house. Then Brittany’s dad came and she left so the three of us left Pegah alone and went to Wayne’s house near where Justin lives. We hung out there for a while and played video games and ate pizza and such. Then we went back to Bryon's to crash for the night.

Thursday, only one more day until the weekend where I get to sleep... Much needed sleep might I add. Anyways it was another normal boring day at school, in biology they did a worm dissection for their seminar which you'd think would be interesting but it really wasn't they just cut the thing open and pinned it then said yah were done. And now there are some fat kids playing basketball on my driveway... It started off with just one fat kid and I think there multiplying because there are 3 now... But yah anyways finding quotes is so hard... I only found like 4 today and I’m still getting yelled at, at least once a day to update my site and I don't know what else to add so if u know something cool I can add to my site let me know! Oh well, in class we had to do some homework I didn't do where we identify a role we do like brother, son, athlete those gay things and I couldn't think of anything so Jen Lerson (I don’t know how to spell that) asked if I download music which I do and burn CDs so she says that makes you a pirate and grabbed my hand and writes "Scotty the Pirate" and draws a picture of me with an eye patch thing... And if that's not odd enough Danielle decided to cross out pirate and write blueberry muffin... I don't even know where she got that from but now my hand says Scotty the blueberry muffin pirate. I almost beat the first zone level majig in the dynasty warriors 4 game yay me. I love how I jump from one random topic to another and then go back to something I was talking about before again later on so it's really confusing. Ah neck pain... I have no idea why but my neck hurts… I hope it rains and the fat kids have to run away so I can laugh and throw stuff at them, RUN FATTY RUN, by the way I don't really like certain kinds of people and they are annoying, fat, stupid, old, cripple, slow and then the basics everyone hates, ass holes, cocky people and jerks you know. So there are some people that really piss me off like these little fat kids who are on my driveway for some odd reason... I feel so tired and lazy right now I don’t even want to type but I must add this to blog entry cause without a day-by-day account of my life where would you be right now? Exactly somewhere else and why? Because you were bored. So if this is boring you go to my other site in the links section majig and read my stories, which will make you laugh I promise. Survivor used to be cool but now it's boring what happend to the good ol KILL STUFF and so on... I say they bring back some good ol whats that show called... American Gladiator that was a good show. Violence people and games what more can the average guy want, other then sex but they can't exactly have cut scenes where there rapeing each other cause that would just be odd unless it was a bonus round and you got points or something like that then it might work but those girls are so ugly it scares me... now im talking to random people who I added through friends. Now im listening to Disturbed again cause I'm too lazy to change the CD so I left it in and just press play. I think some people belive my hand is paper... No matter where I go somehow I get writting on my hand, I mean ok I have big hands but that doesn't make them paper... Anyways I beat the first of three thingys in dynasty warriors 4 and nothing happend... So now I gota go and beat the other 2 even though that's gona take me a while. Tobi your going to come over and make my website work better and get those Html codes to work cause I want a guest book so people can actauly comment on this thing.

 

Imagine that I actually got to hang out with friends today! Instead of playing mass sports every day or doing projects or something stupid like that. Then again I did have track today so i had to run around first before hanging out with Tobi and Steve. I still need a picture of Tobi for this site, and I will get one if I have to take it myself! Other then that the day was pretty normal did my bio seminar, which I didn't spend very much time on and I still got 93% and 75% so yay that’s over with. At the mall we did more or less nothing like we always do and its always fun except i was really tired from track. We usually just hang around EB and claires cause Tobi works at claires and Steve's Boyfriend works at the EB at Vaughn Mills so she knows all the people at the EB at Hillcrest. I feel meh today, kind of depressing but happy isn't going to pop up anytime soon so I’ll live. Steve gave me Caroline’s e-mail and I haven't talked to her in the longest time since like grade 9 so its cool to talk to her again and good to see she's enjoying the school she moved to. I'm going to actually meet Mandy for once this Friday, which should be fun, and of course Steve will be there lol. I was at the mall for so long I don’t have time to play dynasty warriors today :( and people keep yelling at me to update the site and I’m not really sure what I should add so I’m going to add a quotes page and I don’t know what else I’m already updating this and the pictures like every day so SHHH people it will get updated as often as I have time for. Now I’m sitting in my room listening to Disturbed and writing this. I feel so tired cause I stayed up late last night doing nothing. Late for me is like 12 I'm too athletic for my own good but I’m NOT A JOCK! I'm not a jock I’m a normal person who is good at all sports that doesn't make me a jock does it? In the end i need sleep and I don’t like getting up in the morning but then again I can never sleep past like 9 am. Then again it could be all the Diet Coke I drink, yesterday alone I drank 1Liter of it and today it's water because I was too lazy to go into the basement to get a new one so I just filled the old one with water. Ok if I'm going to get this updated at all I need to work on the other parts so thanks for reading and keep up the good work!

 

Today was a boring day... had to get up at 6 30 so i could go to a stupid badminton tournament that was only kind of fun but still a waste of time... we finished 6th in the boys doubles, we won 2 games and lost 2. After tomorrow I’ll be finished a whole lot of things that I had to do and I’ll have more free time for once yay! Today was only kind of fun cause I was at a catholic high school and the girls there are mostly hot! So I was thinking I should go there and then another guy beside me says that most of the hot girls are sluts and I agree about SOME not all, so my dreams were shot down like the little birdies we were using. The good news is TOBI used to go there! So I can meet these hot girls yay Tobi your my hero. Tomorrow is track practice... arg I have to go do all those stupid a b c things... there entirely useless but for some reason we always have to do them over and over and over... and on top of that for badminton the coach wants us to go to practices even though were not even going to play anymore... So waste from 2 30 - FUCKING 6 o clock for no reason... hmmm let me think about that one... (If u don’t know my answer go shoot yourself now cause you are officially retarded) moving along. I’m at home and bored cause Steve is at work and Tobi is probably working or with Steve or has no access to the internet so there goes half the people I talk to online already, it's Katie’s birthday so she's out and I’m all alone writing this which is actually really fun cause I’ll betting no one will ever read most of this or even any of this unless there bored beyond so many levels. I was playing Dynasty warriors cause I was bored and this one level i had to kill some guy 20 billion times and usually there are little people that attack you but once you kill all of them they stop coming so I was there for like 20 min trying to kill all of the little people before I figure out there not going to stop.... I had to run like a mad man to get out of there and id already killed 1700 of them and usually u only get 200-500 kills in a level. So yah... Then after I finally killed the fat guy who was killing me with a giant elephant. And then I came back here and yah. arg stupid people and their inconsiderate names again.... STABY. There I feel better now. I’m going to have to spell check all this now... cause its so much oh well better to be grammatically correct then to be looked on as a fool who can't spell. Now within a flash I will correct all of these READY *FLASH* ha done and u didn’t even notice. The truth is it took me a really long time to go over all 3 of the entries I already wrote plus I’m writing this now so I’ll have to re correct this section... damn it oh well.

 

Today was a normal shitty day, boring bio presentations that I haven’t started and is due Wednesday... and other boring and useless learning. Emotional stand point still pretty shit but better then yesterday, anger slightly going away and sadness just random moments. Facing problems sucks... but once this one is over id say i can beat anything. Most issues involve random things that go away fairly quickly but this one will probably be gone and reappear fairly often over the next while. But I've learned that shit happens and when it does just have to get over it and move on. Badminton tournament tomorrow so I don’t have to go to school, suckers hahaha, Katie’s birthday too so I’ll be missing that, sorry Katie. On a top-secret note only I know of i say HAHAHAHA your kidding right... that’s just about the worst idea I’ve ever seen. I hope you figure out what your getting yourself into after it's too late that way you’ll learn a lesson and figure out what most of us have already learned. Back the more relevant, driving lessons were better today didn’t do as many stupid ass mistakes and I got check marks yay that means I don’t suck as much. G2 soon enough. This week is so busy I have about a billion things to do and I have no idea where to start on them all. From sports to school stuff to trying to hang out with my friends and temporary girlfriend Steve cause her boyfriend is away haha. MY NATHAN. Anyways... lol. I realized that I only really write journals when I’m bored or depressed and after that I stop completely like the one I started about a month or so ago and its still hidden in a secret place where no one will find it. I wrote in that one for about 4 days and then stopped entirely. Yah now I’m bored so I’m going to go get some snacks and go play dynasty warriors for about an hour or half an hour. So I’ll write more when I get back. Damn it I died... oh well now I’m back and bored, watching the Robin Williams show about his past and its ok apparently he went to night clubs like every night till like 5am. I hate some people's msn names they make me sad... its not even anything sad just how they write there names are inconsiderate to other people's feelings and what’s going on around them. I really hate how people change their name to something that would make someone else feel bad even if it’s just a joke or something between friends or what not. ARG EMOTIONS SUCK. Why do we have feelings about things? Today is a bad day... so many bad things. First the whole day has been so busy with a thousand different things to do and worry about, certain things running through my mind. I can barely concentrate on what’s going on let alone think about everything I need to be thinking about. Then I dropped my hamburger on the floor... and I need my food, then after that I went driving which isn’t that fun. Now my parents are pissing me off with retarded questions about things that I already told them. Oh joy look people kissing on television wow I feel oh so much better.... arg... STEVE FIX THIS! Ok well it’s 10 24 pm and I feel pretty much worst then before... I need to do something with friends. Ok so after this week I must go to mall and hang out. And I have to get ready for badminton tomorrow still. Arg now I’m annoyed with this so I’m leaving.

I deem this day a shitty day, why well i know and you don’t, for now I’ll leave it at that because this is the first entry people might actually read it haha. The point is my day was shit and I have way too many things to worry about and they just keep adding on so no matter what I do I’ve got more and more to do and think about... but yah. This weekend was pretty boring over all, Saturday I sat around my house doing biology seminar which is due on Wednesday and I didn't start yet... but on Friday I went to the mall and bought myself a new video game (dynasty warriors 4) so I played that a bit too for fun. Then I went to the stars dinner where i sat around doing nothing but waste time and eat a bit of food. My parents made me drive there in the rain at night so I couldn’t even see the damn lines on the road let alone everything else, then they left me there like an hour early so i had to walk around in the rain for a bit which was really depressing due to previous events but at the same time it felt really nice to just walk in the freezing cold air and having rain and snow cover me as I walked aimlessly from place to place until it was time to go to dinner. I don’t really like my hockey team so I just sat there quietly when we got there. Then I just came home and continued to work on my bio homework and talk on msn like I always do, usually I just talk to Steve cause no one else is online and I can actually talk to Steve as opposed to some other people who just say hi and then bye or people who if I did tell them what was going on in my life would be like yah that’s great bye. Oh well as long as there are some people I can talk to I’ll probably live through the next couple of days. Sunday which is today some interesting things happened and I learned some new things and they made me feel pretty strange I don’t know why but I was feelings mad and sad at the same time so i have no real idea how I feel... the thing is sometimes it hurts to learn things you really didn't want to know and this was one thing I was hoping wouldn’t happen but it did... and now its over and hopefully now I can finally get over it and move on. Steve and Tobi this is where you do you job and find me a girl friend haha. Anyways this was pretty much the third time I’ve felt like shit over the same thing and every time its been different, the first time I was just really sad and the second time was like a knife through the heart and this time was just anger and sadness together which isn't a very good combination at all. But yah, did homework and then went to driving school where anger and sadness kind of showed cause usually I’ll talk to Katie and Bryon but today I didn't for those certain reasons I’m not going to disclose. After I got home I was hoping someone would be online to talk to and Steve was but she went offline about 1 second after saying hello and I had to wait like 20 min before she came back online. Told her about my day and yah kind of helps to talk about things but not really... I’m still pretty frustrated and sad but I just want to put it all behind me somehow and start a new fun filled less busy way. Now its 11:38 and I’m getting tired and I’m lazy so I don’t want to go... tomorrow I have to go to track practice and maybe badminton cause we have a tournament on Tuesday which is Katie’s birthday, at the beginning of the day I was kind of sad I wasn't going to be at school but now I don’t really care... I tend to over react on things and I’m pretty stubborn if I want to be so I just hope this is all over as soon as possible.